My school life is morose because I relate to an impoverished family. It is hard to pay fees and impossible to afford high-quality school stuff. That is not a big issue in Pakistan, as most people are poor there and cannot afford academic expenses. But my grievance and doleful life has another reason: my bad friends in school life. Good fellows always build your reminiscences well, but bad friends play an evil mindset in future memories.
Bad friends mock me
My schoolfellows have the biggest vicious habit, they always mock me for no reason. Whenever I feel blissful or share decent views with them, they try to put me down and make fun of me. That sometimes hurt me which I cannot bear and when I dispute they create a battle where again they ridicule me. They also show their very annoying stubbornness.
When I get unique stuff
I am inferior they are also substandard but their parents arrange money to buy academic materials that are effective for studying. They always boast in front of me to put me down and when I share anything latest they all the time get envious and still tantalize me to show their insecurity.
Secret sharing with bad friends
I have a very rotten experience with my bad friends in school. They not only poked fun at me as well but they don’t wish to share any secrets with me. Hardly, two or three times some fellows have shared some private matters after that they halted. This is because once I revealed a mystery in front of other companions, they got unhappy with me. Later they decided not to share any private phrases with me it was better.
Presents and celebrations
We celebrate birthdays and other events and give gifts and surprises to each other. My bad friends never celebrated my birthday and nor gave me any presents or startles. But with the rest fellows, they always celebrate with pleasure. I cried cause no one remembered my special day but it did not give them any tense emotions. And sometimes when I give a small gift to some of my companions. As usual, they don’t support me. They again mock me as my presents are useless and cheap.
My good outcomes and their jealousy
I am bookish and studious which bothers them a lot and they get envious. When any teacher adores me my fellows show their insecurity with envious identity. They are like take benefit from me and then affront me. I feel isolated but it doesn’t hassle them.
My good fellow
Some girls notice their ridiculing behavior with me and they try to save me. One of my honest companions fights with my friends. She knows that the other’s mentalities. She also ceases me not becoming like tissue paper as I am a simpleton. How lucky days are those when my devoted fellow takes my side and saves me from their tricks?
Last year of the academy
For almost 3 or 4 years my bad friends behaved with me like I am their maid. But last year of school it is my turn as I have a decent fellow and the whole game is in my hands cause of my luck. I don’t get trolled anymore by them. Which they feel but still, they don’t realize, how rude they have been to me in the past 3 years. And I also stopped thinking about them as it is last year for achievements I had to triumph in my studies. This is why I turned all of my attention toward my academic output.
On the last day, they all tried to take a last photo with all the companions which I did not allow as I knew they would make fun of me. They realized that it was high time, I did not forget all of my insults.
On the last day of school, my bad friends realized their faults and I had in my mind, I did not want to meet them again. After a long time, we met on social media all were married and changed by their thoughts and all were behaving politely with me I thought they must say any ridicule or mocking statements to me but they were grown-ups they were not like teenagers which I judged soon.
We were small girls and did not have many intellectuals to comprehend someone. Might our silly behavior with others be due to our stupid thinking or silly minds?
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